Story of my life, searching for the right
我一生的故事，就是在寻找什么是正确的
But it keeps avoiding me
但它却总是避开我
Sorrow in my soul, ’cause it seems that wrong
我的灵魂是愁楚的，因为错误似乎
Really loves my company
非常喜欢我的陪伴
He's more than a man and this is more than love
他不只是一个男人这也远胜于爱情
The reason that the sky is blue
他是天空晴朗的原因
But clouds are rolling in because I'm gone again
但是云层开始涌入，因为我将要再次离他而去
And to him I just can't be true
对他，我始终无法忠诚
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
我知道他明白我并不忠诚
And it kills him inside
这认知让他的内心像被扼杀般的痛苦
To know that I am happy with some other guy
当他知道我和别的男人在一起会很开心时
I can see him dying
我可以看到他正逐渐死去
I don't wanna do this anymore
我不想再这么做了
I don't wanna be the reason why
我不想变成为什么的理由
Every time I walk out the door
每一次当我踏出门外
I see him die a little more inside
我便看见他的心又死去一点
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
我不想再伤害他
I don't wanna take away his life
我不想夺走他的生命
I don't wanna be a murderer
我不想成为一个杀手
【“我不想要夺走属于他的人生，我不想要变成 一个爱情的凶手。”】
I feel it in the air as I'm doing my hair
在我做头发的时候我可以感觉到那异样的气氛
Preparing for another date
为下一场约会做准备
（在我做头发为下一场约会做准备的时候我可以感觉到那异样的气氛）
A kiss up on my cheek, he's here reluctantly
一个吻落在我的脸颊上，他勉强地出现在这里
As if I'm gonna be out late
像是在担心我会晚归一样
I say I won't be long just hanging with the girls
我说了不会耽搁太久的，只是和一些女孩晃晃罢了
A lie I didn't have to tell
这是个无需说出口的谎言
because we both know where I'm about to go
因为我们彼此都很明白我将要去哪儿
And we know it very well
非常清楚的明白
‘Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
因为我知道他明白我并不忠诚
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
他知道我和别的男人在一起会很开心，这认知让他的内心像被扼杀般的痛苦
I can see him dying
我可以看到他正逐渐死去
I don't wanna do this anymore
我不想再这么做了
I don't wanna be the reason why
我不想变成为什么的理由
Every time I walk out the door
每一次当我踏出门外
I see him die a little more inside
我便看见他的心又死去一点
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
我不想再伤害他
I don't wanna take away his life
我不想夺走他的生命
I don't wanna be a murderer
我不想成为一个杀手
Our love, his trust
我们的爱，他的信任
I might as well take a gun
我不妨拿一把枪
And put it to his head
抵上他的头
Get it over with
做个了结
I don't wanna do this anymore
我不想再这么做了
I don't wanna be the reason why
我不想变成为什么的理由
Every time I walk out the door
每一次当我踏出门外
I see him die a little more inside
我便看见他的心又死去一点
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
我不想再伤害他
I don't wanna take away his life
我不想夺走他的生命
I don't wanna be a murderer
我不想成为一个杀手
A murderer, no no no
一个杀手，不不不
Yeah
很像美剧里的一个演员